tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-136552842024-03-07T03:10:48.435-06:00Geek Girljenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.comBlogger1356125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-54902847096527037362012-10-19T09:19:00.001-05:002012-10-19T09:19:27.705-05:00Just dropping by...I think it might be time to revive this blog... I've got a ton of projects to share, and Facebook just isn't amenable to what I'd like to do. Maybe in a couple of days, I'll actually have a real post to share!jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-75145815767740890462011-05-13T17:00:00.003-05:002011-05-13T17:18:09.350-05:00Reflections on an emergencyAfter every trip up there to help, it's days before I can close my eyes without seeing hay and straw stuck on or through everything, twisted metal, broken trees and glass everywhere. What's almost worse, though, are the ghost images, where memory fills in the missing buildings, and seeing an object, or rather, parts of it, makes you remember where it used to sit. I could almost hear the sound of the wind when I stood in the midst of what used to be a beautiful grove of trees, like an echo of the tornado that ripped through the farm.<br /><br />I can't imagine what it must be like to go through that every single day.<br /><br />My biggest heroes are my aunt Paula, my uncle Jim, and my parents for helping take care of them and the mess. I have no idea how they have made it through the past five weeks, except that it is an Iowa-thing. I only wish I could send them all on a vacation somewhere tropical and quiet, as I know they are exhausted, and have all of the work finished by the time they come back.jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-63513917071379380972011-03-24T15:46:00.003-05:002011-03-24T16:29:44.716-05:00Day 8 - Weight Watchers, and my complicated relationship with food.Nearly every day at 3:30 pm, I find myself heading down to the vending machines, hungry for a snack. The vending machines don't have a large selection of healthy foods, obviously, so I would usually settle for a rice krispy treat (60 oz), or Chex Mix (1/2 cup bag), or both. <br /><br />I didn't realize exactly how much damage I was doing with those two choices.<br /><br />Try 6 points each.<br /><br />EACH.<br /><br />Added to this is the fact that I would quite often get a sugar-low about 30 minutes later, leaving me scurrying for yet another bit of something to eat, so that I wouldn't get sicker. And then there was the after-dinner ice cream, and the chocolate bars (the big ones), and the chips and dip, and sometimes all three, and it's no wonder that I gained 20 pounds last year. I can't say it snuck up on me, because I knew perfectly well that it was a bad idea to snack like that. I just couldn't stop eating once I started. It was so much easier to sit and eat while reading a book, than to examine why I was unhappy.<br /><br />Because I spent this past year profoundly unhappy.<br /><br />I justified what I was eating by telling myself that I deserved a treat. Fridays started out as "bacon-cheeseburger days". Pretty soon, that was expanded to Mondays as well, then Wednesdays, with a little stop by Little Caesar's for a deep-dish on Monday evenings, while Ian was at Jazz Band. <br /><br />Eating out, eating fast food, eating, eating, eating.<br /><br />Sure, I noticed that my clothes were tighter. I took to wearing long scarves to cover up the fat rolls that apparently decided the only place they wanted to be was my front mid-section, and my chest. Favorite button-down shirts were out, as they were the first to become too tight (I gain weight in areas that some women pay to enhance). I kept putting off buying new clothes. I was completely in denial.<br /><br />Then, last Wednesday morning, I got on the scale, and noticed the numbers hit exactly what I weighed right before Ian was born. <br /><br />Yes, my secret is out. Last Wednesday, I weighed as much as I did when I was 8 months, 1 week along with my 8.5 pound son, nearly 17 years ago.<br /><br />It wasn't exactly a WTF moment. I felt a deep sense of anger at myself, but no real surprise. After all, I knew what I had been shoving in my mouth for the last 12 months. <br /><br />The next day, I decided that I just needed to make a change. I logged back into my Weight Watchers Online account, and entered my new weight (cringing the whole time). I reset the Week count to Week 1. <br /><br />As of the end of week 1, I have lost 6 pounds.<br /><br />Now, the healthy rate of weight loss is less than 3 pounds a week. However, when one is NOT stuffing oneself with well more than a thousand extra calories a day, it tends to make just a bit of a difference. I know that this is a fluke week. I'll just be happy with any loss on my way to my goal.<br /><br />The only nagging problem is that this whole house of cards could come crashing down unless I tackle the reason WHY this happened.<br /><br />I knew something was off, but it really took just a small thing to help me pinpoint what was wrong. It took laughing until I nearly cried, and being around friends to make me realize that it had literally been months since I had felt that good. MONTHS. My son even commented later that he was happy I was able to laugh again. I guess I had been so miserable that I didn't even know how unhappy I truly was until that evening. I had laughed, yes, but not like that.<br /><br />Part of my weight loss quest will be finding ways to get that feeling back.jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-25654029394791477662010-06-02T20:33:00.002-05:002010-06-02T20:38:55.970-05:00Surprise!You know, I had actually forgotten that I had a blog, until a friend mentioned something on Monday. It's strange, or maybe not so strange, that something that you've done for years suddenly just drops off the radar to the point where you basically forget it ever existed. <br /><br />Yeah, weird.<br /><br />Here it is, June. <br /><br />Yep, really don't have much to say...<br /><br />Which is probably why this blog was on break for so long. I probably do have lots to say, but the fact that I have a major sewing project on my sewing room table right now is keeping me from writing. In fact, the practice of keeping my thoughts to myself for the last near year really isn't helping, either. What can I say? I'm a boring person.<br /><br />To sum up the last 10 months: Good things happened, bad things happened, I survived. <br /><br />Maybe with some practice I'll be able to actually write again.jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-88760501488104517172009-09-29T22:38:00.002-05:002009-09-29T23:04:33.730-05:00Not everything is about youSo, after a 24-hour+ migraine, I am finally feeling a bit more like myself. I still have a bit of a headache, but it is manageable now, and not the type where the light feels like it is stabbing my brain, and food actually stays down. So I'm good.<br /><br />Anyway, I got to thinking the other day about some pretty deep things. Like how life moves, people change, and somehow we all find a way to enjoy everything around else. Most of us do, anyway. <br /><br />I don't let people get to me anymore. That SUV that cut me off in the construction zone on Monday after work would have driven the old me absolutely crazy. I would have cursed the rest of the way home. Instead, I just said, "What an asshole," then concentrated on not rear-ending the stupid Hummer in stop-and-go traffic on Lincoln Way. In less than a block, I was able to just ignore it. I was happier for it, that's for sure, and I did not end up with a worse headache than I already had because of something I could not control. Yes, traffic is going to suck due to construction, but I can either deal with it, or be in a bad mood for the next month or so until it is finished. I know what I'll pick.<br /><br />Eleanor Roosevelt once said, "You have to accept whatever comes and the only important thing is that you meet it with courage and with the best that you have to give." I keep this quote in mind in whatever I have to do. She also said that no one can make you feel inferior unless you allow them to. That also has been a guiding thought for me for many, many years. <br /><br />These two things are paramount in happiness. If you know that you did your best, stay true to who you are, and don't let others keep you down, you will at least have the basis for happiness. If you are always concerned about what other people think, or think too much about others yourself, or if you blame others for what's wrong in your life, you cannot be happy. <br /><br />Just let yourself be happy. "The Universe tends to unfold as it should."jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-9507435327345704992009-08-18T20:38:00.003-05:002009-08-18T21:07:59.790-05:00New sewing room! (not to mention new apartment...)I am slowly getting the new apartment into shape, after a very aggravating time of getting the apartment painted, and the carpet replaced (the previous tenants had wrecked the carpet and walls).<br /><br />Anyway, I have one small corner that is finished: the sewing room!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidFDDA1HTB2u2Iv1Pi_vY03t30cxIrgDez22iRxvpiYj6Ih7qbHWvbSFP4Jd3sDFj0EDcTs2P0qV0EbbZxxTWe6TY-4xrj_Gufa7hmFJ5rEDu15Szcv6LPhLHVzbqgDcBiAOPt/s1600-h/IMG_0398.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidFDDA1HTB2u2Iv1Pi_vY03t30cxIrgDez22iRxvpiYj6Ih7qbHWvbSFP4Jd3sDFj0EDcTs2P0qV0EbbZxxTWe6TY-4xrj_Gufa7hmFJ5rEDu15Szcv6LPhLHVzbqgDcBiAOPt/s400/IMG_0398.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371484267772466786" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwltyIS-uyRE1fDuoeHJuOv4JBkjuS7R0DadyDJM58qMj8ADcQl5_JdYUb9CqYbDrNQZB8lSIXusWB2-paf4frYGlK03vGRMOvbrwKOBTevnLaMPdGn_Ivz_YIDVSx2wipgymY/s1600-h/IMG_0397.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwltyIS-uyRE1fDuoeHJuOv4JBkjuS7R0DadyDJM58qMj8ADcQl5_JdYUb9CqYbDrNQZB8lSIXusWB2-paf4frYGlK03vGRMOvbrwKOBTevnLaMPdGn_Ivz_YIDVSx2wipgymY/s400/IMG_0397.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371484257017410642" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiDv8CZFYqydU6-M19zC-okmd3PfCAx9lNZjf1XE8nuBzeScXb76XWoqf6boiXmQa3E7xTQpUk2neuJCbW_Xq7Wi28kQblTfeKCVarrLnUrEDGmjPtvU6k3UZERFRSPUPODOBvk/s1600-h/IMG_0396.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiDv8CZFYqydU6-M19zC-okmd3PfCAx9lNZjf1XE8nuBzeScXb76XWoqf6boiXmQa3E7xTQpUk2neuJCbW_Xq7Wi28kQblTfeKCVarrLnUrEDGmjPtvU6k3UZERFRSPUPODOBvk/s400/IMG_0396.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371484248324378914" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4Yg7dy-mpjZwFFK9tPeMxwDLBw8jJA0kt12kNOqUJDvxjJOfWL_3cmGyuZJSltVcS-NTDevCvcgpMs1KvVQ_txWPE_hwVXTaMjV1z8JKj7qYLtU_-3iTKzAHobkzjkDidSeGn/s1600-h/IMG_0395.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4Yg7dy-mpjZwFFK9tPeMxwDLBw8jJA0kt12kNOqUJDvxjJOfWL_3cmGyuZJSltVcS-NTDevCvcgpMs1KvVQ_txWPE_hwVXTaMjV1z8JKj7qYLtU_-3iTKzAHobkzjkDidSeGn/s400/IMG_0395.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371484236238273826" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5veibAHJHEMYcaO51L9LoagXuY5TYCsbqWOyKoajU04_FHEjdioJuwQPo3qWIT5yQMgm1JOARP3_A_Is8Qzs1mRo2OGYrPA4pp4epTFeMJJ4gjoRs89UqltUVHTSGPIVE981o/s1600-h/IMG_0394.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5veibAHJHEMYcaO51L9LoagXuY5TYCsbqWOyKoajU04_FHEjdioJuwQPo3qWIT5yQMgm1JOARP3_A_Is8Qzs1mRo2OGYrPA4pp4epTFeMJJ4gjoRs89UqltUVHTSGPIVE981o/s400/IMG_0394.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371484230406791026" /></a><br /><br />I'm thinking bright pink curtains on the window should finish this off nicely. :)jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-12916007672894122122009-07-16T22:52:00.003-05:002009-07-16T23:31:53.847-05:00Once more, with feeling!When I decided to move into a bigger apartment, I knew it would be hard work. When I moved into this apartment more than 9 years ago, I had just over two weeks to pack, as I had been busy prepping for graduation and working on the job search. <br /><br />Within a day of getting my job (I had two offers come in the same day, including one where I received the offer before the interview was over - oh the good old dot com days...), I had found an apartment, but I had just a week until graduation. I was teaching two classes at the time. I had to completely focus on getting my students through finals, finish grading final projects, and pack up my office during that week. Oh, and I had a five-year-old, and Christmas to deal with.<br /><br />How in the heck did I do it???? I know I had less stuff, or rather, most of my stuff was already packed in the basement storage unit in family housing. The old apartment was also much smaller (but had a much bigger kitchen, go figure). I just honestly feel like I have been packing for ages and ages. <br /><br />I started out with big plans for doing a perfectly organized move. I packed up seldom used items first, including all holiday themed items, tossed and donated tons of clothes, books, and even some furniture. I labeled boxes quite well, and as I packed a box, it either went to my room, my closet, or a corner of the living room. <br /><br />That worked for awhile. I've reorganized my closet no less than four times, each time consolidating old boxes, packing away more items, and trying to figure out how to get more boxes into the closet so they can be out of my way. <br /><br />Unfortunately, I didn't stop to think about keeping boxes that belong in the same rooms in the same areas. They are all mixed in with one another, because of the way I packed! All of the boxes at the very least have the room marked on them, and nearly every one has a general list of contents. This all works well and good until you try to find something that you didn't think you would need until after the move, and the contents are written on the ^&%&^% lids instead of the sides!!!!!!<br /><br />SO yeah, I didn't find what I wanted, and I think I may actually have thrown it out, thinking we didn't need it. Whoops.<br /><br />Anyway, I know that by this time on the 31st, I'll be going to bed in my new, bigger apartment, glorying in having two bathrooms instead of one, 7 closets instead of 3, a bigger kitchen, a garage, and a new sewing room all to myself. It will all be worth this stress and hard work in the end.<br /><br />That's what I keep telling myself, anyway...jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-22176335819201813332009-07-16T08:57:00.003-05:002009-07-16T09:20:48.095-05:00Changes for the betterThis is day two of my push to sharpen my mind by making myself blog for at least 15 minutes a day. <br /><br />July 6th, I decided I had had enough of seesawing weight, and wondering if my clothes were going to fit from month to month. I was alarmed at the weight I saw on the scale, and decided that I really, really had to commit to losing this weight in order to feel better, and look better. <br /><br />I decided to join Weight Watchers Online. So far, I haven't regretted that decision, even though this probably wasn't the greatest time to start a diet, what with the move and all. The first few days were really rough, mainly because I still had fattening food in the house, wasn't eating the right things, and ended up feeling very hungry at the end of the day.<br /><br />I ended up downloading the iWatcher app for my iPod Touch, which includes a points calculator. THis way, as I am shopping, if I see a snack food that LOOKS like it might be a good choice, I can calculate the points and find out if it will actually work. Case in point: Reduced Fat Pringles are pretty much the same points value as a serving of NORMAL Doritos (3 points). However, the Light Pringles are only 1 point. Much better choice, really. Sugar Free Jello Pudding is 1 point per serving, and tastes yummy enough that I feel like I am indulging in a treat, as well as being filling and a good source of dairy. So, you can't always look at a package and tell for sure by the name that you are getting a good item (Light) as opposed to a shady item (reduced fat). Once I started doing this, the whole plan got easier.<br /><br />So far, I've lost about 5 pounds. It probably would have been more, but there was an incident Sunday with a rack of ribs, and my mother's cupcakes (yes, I only had 5 ribs, but the 3 cupcakes more than balanced that out at 6 pts per cake!!!!!!!). Oh well. <br /><br />That's the end of that little bit of info. Four more minutes to write...<br /><br />Lat night, I decided to take my son to the new Harry Potter movie. The movie was excellent, but there were a few things that bugged me about the audience. The guy swearing behind us during a particularly tense scene was one. It didn't help that he kept hitting the back of my chair. Luckily he didn't do it often. The guy in front of us who apparently hadn't bathed in awhile, and decided to remove his shoes was another. My God, it was an awful, awful smell.<br /><br />And then there was this little incident. When the movie first began, I could have sworn I had heard a baby cry. Nah... I thought. No one could have been THAT stupid...<br /><br />Apparently they can. Now, I have to say that I did not hear the baby cry again during the movie, but I did see a woman with a newborn infant in a snugglie in the restroom afterwards. So yes, someone actually brought a newborn to the movies. <br /><br />People are weird.jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-41717322503410890782009-07-15T13:54:00.003-05:002009-07-15T14:42:33.888-05:00Surprise!Here it is, July already. Folks, that little hiatus was the longest I've gone without blogging in FIVE YEARS. Nope, I haven't been blogging elsewhere, just not writing at all. No wonder I feel like my brain no longer works correctly!<br /><br />In any case, today I felt compelled to sit and write.<br /><br />I don't have any grandiose reasons for writing, no out-of-place product reviews, or attempts to monetize. I write because I don't really have anyone to talk about adult things. It's either write or talk to myself, and honestly, I'm kind of sick of the sound of my own voice.<br /><br />First off, the good news. My father finally had shoulder surgery in May, and is on the road to recovery. I can't wait until he is done with physical therapy, and back to normal. In addition, his 3-month cancer check came back normal, and we're hoping the 6-month check will as well.<br /><br />More good news: My grandmother is FINALLY coming home after a 6-month ordeal after having surgery for cancer, where she had some lymph nodes removed as well as a tumor. We visited her in the Pocahontas Hospital on Sunday, and she was doing wonderfully well! I was practically in tears the whole time (and am now!), just so happy to see her doing so much better. The skilled care at that hospital was extraordinary. They saved my grandmother, and there is no way to thank them enough for that. She gets to come home tomorrow! <br /><br />And more good news, although not quite of the same importance: We are finally moving in 16 days. I am trying desperately to get everything packed pretty much by myself. The 15-year old hasn't been much help, although he is one stellar garbage-taker-out-er, and has nearly single-handledly dragged all purged items to the dumpster for me. So, he's been a LOT of help that way. <br /><br />The big problem with moving is that it really, really is a ton of work, even if you have months to do it. I feel like I've been packing forever. I've been living around boxes all summer. I still can't believe how much stuff I have, even after purging a lot of furniture and other items. To be honest, most of the stuff I've packed may not be sticking around after the move. I'm unpacking what I <b>really</b> love, and I'll go through the rest of it one box at a time. My mother is coming to help the day before the move, and I intend to have all of the big chores out of the way, so we can focus on last minute cleaning and organizing for the move. <br /><br />News on the Faire-front is also good. Wow! This might just be the summer without drama, but still lots of excitement! We attended the Dubuque Renaissance Faire at the end of May, and even had hotel rooms this time. That is an interesting story that deserves its own post. Later this month, I get to attend a performance of "Twelfth Night" as Bess Throckmorten, to my friend Lynne's Queen Elizabeth. In September, we of course have the Des Moines Renaissance Faire for the first three weekends. For the last weekend of September, and the first of October, we have a new faire in Door County, Wisconsin. We will be flying for that one. Luckily, they will be chartered flights, not commercial. In addition, each Saturday evening after this faire, we will be going to a good restaurant for dinner, to help promote the faire (again, this faire is paying for everything except dinner Friday/Sunday, and breakfast Saturday).<br /><br />Six of the group members also get to go to the Bahamas August 8th for an event at a private school in Nassau (all expenses paid!!!!!!!!). I'm really jealous, but there were multiple reasons I wasn't able to go (moving, no passport, etc). Hopefully I'll get to go next year! <br /><br />Now, you shouldn't think that everything's been perfect this past few months. We did have a run of extremely bad luck for quite a long stretch of time. <br /><br />The day after my last post, my son called to tell me he lost his glasses on a ride at Disneyland. He lost his cell phone at Kennedy Space Center. I ended up being sick with a nasty respiratory illness for FIVE weeks, and went through two courses of antibiotics, plus steroids before finally beating it. I'm still not fully recovered, and my immune system seems to be taking a break, meaning I get EVERYTHING that goes around. I also haven't been able to sing pretty much most of the summer. I am practicing more lately, as I need to be able to sing by the time the faire rolls around.<br /><br />Ian also ended up getting really sick in April. It started with ear infections that just would not go away. Six weeks worth, including 8 missed days of school due to not being able to stand up without being nauseous, three courses of antibiotics, ear drops, and ear flushing. He hadn't had problems with his ears in 10 years, and suddenly, he had terrible problems.<br /><br />We keep joking that it was because he grew too fast! Seriously. He hit 6 feet tall last week, and shows no signs of stopping there. I'm growing nostalgic for the good old days, when he was a baby, and didn't take up half of the living room when sitting on the couch with his feet on the ottoman. ;) <br /><br />So, while this year has had its challenges, I think that I was able to make changes that will really help make our lives better in the future, and also have really come to know exactly how important my family is in my life. <br /><br />Here's hoping that the rest of the year is much better than the first half!jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-23807125291949167812009-03-16T22:33:00.002-05:002009-03-16T22:40:28.540-05:00Another day on my own.I did basically nothing after I got home from work today. I ate dinner, rested on the couch, and watched tv. I worked on a sewing project, which was tedious due to the fact that the gold metallic thread kept fraying and getting ruined. So, I finally finished theast sleeve pane with regular gold thread. Can't really see it anyway. <br /><br />My son is still in Florida until the end of the week. He's having a good time so far! It's a bit lonely here, but I think I'll make it. Just a preview of the future.<br /><br />Okay, back to attempting to sleep upright so I don't choke. Frakkin sick still...jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-75177799484287942872009-03-15T21:52:00.002-05:002009-03-15T22:01:00.926-05:00Still having problemsNot a good day today. I am coughing more and more today. I have good patches, but the bad coughing spells are getting worse and worse. I'm nearin the two week mark on this. I'm going back to the doctor to find out for sure what is going on. I can't even clean my house without having to take frequent breaks, and the grocery shopping just wiped me out today. <br /><br />I did get to see my grandma in the hospital yesterday, I just had to wear a mask when I was in the patient areas. What a mess... They are hoping that they can transfer her to the nursing home in Manson this week sometime, which will be much better for everyone. She was eating finally, and the feeding tube has really helped her gain some strength and start to heal. This has just been a hard last couple of months.<br /><br />In good news, my son is enjoying his band trip to Florida! They got to see the space shuttle lift off, enjoyed dinner at the hard rock cafe, and spent some time in the pool at the hotel. I wish I were there...jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-40764034275139775332009-03-05T10:35:00.004-06:002009-03-05T10:43:34.096-06:00UpdatesSorry for the blog silence of the last few weeks. Lots going on, not much time to post. Anyway, here's the low-down:<br /><br />1. My dad not only torn some tendons in his shoulder, but they also discovered a mass in his bladder that turned out to be malignant cancer. The tumor was removed, he is still recovering from the injury and surgery.<br /><br />2. My grandma also has cancer. She had surgery about two weeks ago, and is still in the hospital, as more things just keep going wrong. My poor mom has been dividing her time between home and Iowa City (a 4 hour drive), and is worn out. I was intending to go home tomorrow night to help get the house ready for my niece's birthday party which is scheduled for Sunday, but,<br /><br />3. Found out yesterday that I may have whooping cough! I am on antibiotics to stop the spread to other people, but the doctor did not ACTUALLY DO THE FLIPPIN' TEST. So, when I called my son's doc this morning to find out if he had a booster shot recently (they did a bunch of boosters while we were in the office for another reason a couple of years ago), I had to answer, "No, he didn't do a test", and "I didn't know what to ask him before I left the office, because this SO was not on my radar for possible diagnosis." Still waiting to hear back once they have his chart. If he didn't have it, he needs it NOW, and needs preventative antibiotics. <br /><br />4. I am moving this fall!!! Bigger apartment! Garage! Extra room!!!! Another bathroom!!! That's about the only good news I've had in the last six weeks.<br /><br />Anyway, I am at the edge of my sitting up ability for now. I promise to update more frequently, so that my 4 readers don't think I've dropped off the face of the earth forever. Sleepy time now...jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-397632249844840762009-01-19T21:57:00.003-06:002009-01-19T22:02:44.449-06:00Another reason to hate winter...My mom text'd me this afternoon. My dad, who is a volunteer firefighter, was at a fire call and slipped on the ice. He hurt his shoulder, and they are not certain if it is broken, or if he's injured his rotator cup. He has to have an MRI when the swelling goes down. <br /><br />Thank God some of this stupid snow and ice is finally supposed to melt this week.jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-79137337139865572852009-01-11T21:51:00.002-06:002009-01-11T21:53:22.297-06:00I hate winter.Friday, we were supposed to get maybe 2 inches of snow.<br /><br />We got over 6.<br /><br />This morning, I woke up to see that my carefully cleaned off car had another 2 inches on the windshield.<br /><br />Oh. Joy.<br /><br />Tomorrow afternoon, the snow is supposed to start again, with blizzard conditions expected. Supposed to get maybe 3 to 4 inches of snow. <br /><br />We'll see about that.jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-31692180472821789692009-01-06T09:36:00.001-06:002009-01-06T09:36:56.777-06:00Incredible Steampunk-ish Ad!<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/kzd1OiP27s0&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&hl=en&feature=player_embedded&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/kzd1OiP27s0&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&hl=en&feature=player_embedded&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-5041480261048247052009-01-05T21:46:00.003-06:002009-01-05T21:55:34.374-06:00Indication of how well this winter is going...<a href="http://www.kcci.com/news/18414635/detail.html">Does DM Have Enough Road Salt?</a><br /><br />Basically says they have enough for two more weather events. It's only Jan.5. This month and the next are usually the worst. Should be fun.<br /><br />The sidewalks are a sheet of ice, as are parking lots. Driving home yesterday was like driving through a landscape of mirrors. The sun reflected so brightly off of the ice covered snow that I had a headache by the time I got home. Of course, I was home a good 16 hours after I had intended to be home, due to the ice rain (my favorite form of winter precip). We saw two cars upside down in ditches. Only two because they warned people to stay off the roads, and it appears that many actually listened.jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-59204006049042126222008-12-11T20:00:00.003-06:002008-12-11T20:07:59.676-06:00Two things you don't want to have happen when working late.1. "Mom, that blue cup of pop you left in your room just fell over onto the floor." ??? How does a cup fall off the back of the desk when it is two inches from the edge unless someone knocks it over?<br /><br />2. Getting home, having an urgent need to visit the necessary facilities, and discovering that the water level is low before sitting down. Flush quick (luckily before using said facility), and HOLY FUCK THE FUCKING TOILET IS HOLY SHIT OVERFUCKINGFLOWING!!!!! OMG THE PLUNGER ISN'T WORKING!!!!! BRING ME THE TOWELS!!!! NOT THE FUCKING PAPER TOWELS?!?!?!? THE BASKET!!!!! OH SHITTTTT!!!!! I'M NOT SWEARING AT YOU, I'M SWEARING AT THE FUCKING TOILET!!!!!!!<br /><br />Yes, it stopped. Yes, I used half of the clean towels I just washed, but hadn't yet folded. They are now back in the wash, and I spent the next 30 minutes cleaning up the bathroom, including disinfecting EVERYTHING, while still having that urgent need.<br /><br />I wish to GOD I had some margaritas right here, right now.jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-89364693809461590742008-12-10T08:47:00.002-06:002008-12-10T08:48:02.922-06:00He he he hehheI just thought of the PERFECT present for that person I was having problems shopping for!!!!!! This is going to take some serious shopping to pull together...jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-31667937452154707272008-12-07T22:35:00.002-06:002008-12-07T22:43:12.860-06:00Trying to keep my head above waterIt's that time of year again. The week when I have to be at work every evening to run a special program designed to help relieve stress for our students. Unfortunately, it usually ends up generating stress for me, in by the end of the week, I am wiped out from not having any down time in the evenings.<br /><br />So, in order to make this week run smoothly, I worked like crazy this weekend to get ahead in all of the daily chores, so that all I have to do when I get home is make a quick dinner, relax in bubble bath, and go to sleep. All of the grocery shopping is done (d'oh! I forgot to pick up the milk!), the laundry is done, the refrigerator is cleaned out, the dishes are in the dishwasher, and the dishwasher is running (even though it isn't full. Funny how long it takes to realize that you can run it half empty!). I made a big pot of spicy chicken soup this afternoon, which should last us a couple of days. I have a crockpot meal that can be made later this week. This should keep us from having to eat fast food this week. I feel so much better when we eat real food rather than going out. I have, however, promised my son that we'll go to Hickory Park on Saturday, after we are done Christmas shopping. (I have ONE present under the tree. ONE. And one in the closet, which I saw is on sale at Target for $10 less that what I paid for it on Black Friday. And I have no idea what to get a certain hard-to-shop-for friend, who shall remain nameless.)<br /><br />So, I am as prepared for this week as I can be. Only two weeks left in the semester.<br /><br />Longest two weeks ever...jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-42906845774627620522008-12-04T17:47:00.002-06:002008-12-04T17:51:13.591-06:00Poor guy...Icy school sidewalks and overly heavy backpacks do not mix with a 14-year-old who is growing an inch a month...<br /><br />My son is fine, nothing broken, just scraped up, and he's going to really hurt by tomorrow. He fell face forward, and did a chin plant on the sidewalk. He's missing a silver dollar sized piece of skin from under his chin, and has a couple of wicked looking scrapes on his left wrist. His knees are a little scraped up as well. But, nothing broken! I repeat, nothing broken! He could have so easily broken his jaw or arm...jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-89835712219907217902008-11-30T10:50:00.002-06:002008-11-30T10:56:03.700-06:00'tis the season...Three tree sections assembled. One mightily pinched little finger - the bottom section fell into the base before I could get my hand out of the way (that thing is heavy).<br /><br />I am not looking forward to untangling the lights. I wish I hadn't been so lazy last year... Wow, I can type with my eyes closed! (still tired from the holiday)<br /><br />Anyway, house decorating is progressing. I had a moments panic when I could not find the lights or the box of my favorite decorations. All is well now.<br /><br />I'd still rather be napping.jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-46175228171873819912008-11-26T22:14:00.002-06:002008-11-26T22:21:08.122-06:00There's a pumpkin pie in the fridge with my name on it!Seriously, I will share, but my mom knows how much I love pumpkin pie, so she made one for me!!!!! She's making a pumpkin fluff pie for my sister, Mallory, which is a low-cal version of pumpkin pie. I like the fluff, but nothing beats pumpkin pie.<br /><br />I made dinner for my parents tonight, and it finished just as my dad walked in the door. We all ate as much chicken tortilla soup as we could hold, and then my dad made hot wings. He tried a new seasoning combo, and his favorite sauce. <br /><br />My mouth is still burning. I have never tasted anything so hot in my life, but it was incredibly tasty. (That is our word for the week). We could have skipped the sauce, and they'd still have been really spicy. With sauce... watch out. <br /><br />Anyway, I am wiped out from the drive, and am ready to get some sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a long, long day. should be fun... I just wish all of my sisters were able to be here...jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-81194820387536455012008-11-22T23:10:00.003-06:002008-11-22T23:29:29.447-06:00Well, that's one more thing I can scratch off of my list of things to do.I learned how to make rolls from scratch! Someone mentioned Parker House Rolls in a comment on a NYT article. So, I googled for a recipe. After I finished cleaning today, I decided to experiment, and see if I could make them.<br /><br />They turned out great! I am, however, going to have make some adjustments, as I placed too many rolls in the baking dish, as I misread the instructions. I am also going to brush the tops with butter before baking, as I think that would help improve the texture and taste of the top of the roll. Not that there was anything wrong with either of those, but I like the crisp, flaky tops I get when I make rolls from frozen dough.<br /><br />It did take a serious amount of time to make. For example, if I were going to do this for a holiday meal, I would need to get started about 3 hours before I intended to bake the rolls. It's a lot of hurry-up-and-wait, and a lot of oh-my-god-has-it-been-10-minutes-yet while kneading. It was totally worth it, and it makes a gigantic batch of rolls. Probably not enough for my extended family, but more than my son and I can eat before they go stale (any one nearby want some homemade rolls? The lab monitors are gone for the week, so I can't bring this home cooked goodness to them).<br /><br />My son loved the rolls, and ate about 6, some with peanut butter, and some plain. Plain! And he's already thought of the next project he'd like me to try.<br /><br />Home made noodles.<br /><br />Not sure I'm up for that.<br /><br />In any case, I have two more experiments for our holiday meal tomorrow. Green beans almondine, and roasted brussels sprouts. I was going to try making cranberry sherbet, too, but I don't have enough room in the freezer for the pan. Some other time. In any case, here is our Thanksgiving menu for tomorrow (and yes, this is just for my son and I. Leftovers are much anticipated!)<br /><br />Roasted turkey breast, with my special seasonings<br />wild rice with water chestnuts and green onions (prepared ahead of time, and baked with the turkey)<br />green beans almondine<br />roasted brussels sprouts<br />parker house rolls, warmed<br />cranberry sauce<br /><br />Of course, I couldn't eat so much as a single bite right now, as I, too, am stuffed full of rolls. And timing is going to be an issue, as I have never cooked just a turkey breast before, and in fact, have no idea where my meat thermometer is. <br /><br />Hopefully, tomorrow night won't end with us in the ER...jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-38294762454005352802008-11-21T09:08:00.002-06:002008-11-21T09:10:29.560-06:00Friday FunnyToday, I bring you everyone's favorite ex-vice-presidential candidate, Sarah Palin, showing the utmost in class and complete unawareness of her surroundings. (warning: do not watch if you are a vegetarian, or have a fondness for live turkeys)<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/z-kjM1asH-8&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/z-kjM1asH-8&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13655284.post-57345567759675981872008-11-13T21:44:00.005-06:002008-11-13T22:55:07.077-06:00The Hypocrisy here is just astounding.So, apparently, certain of the clergy are freaking out about Obama being voted president, and are saying that <br /><a href="http://www.wyff4.com/cnn-news/17973613/detail.html#-">Roman Catholics who voted for him should do penance, and not receive communion until that penance is completed.</a><br /><br />This is, of course, over abortion. Let's just put that out there right now.<br /><br />I am too angry right now to even write everything that I am feeling at this moment. I am also disappointed. <br /><br />I think I am done with the Catholic Church.<br /><br />I was shocked during mass Sunday morning, when our priest, who I had respected very much, said some things that he shouldn't have about the topic. I wanted to stand up and challenge him, but it would have been inappropriate.<br /><br />And now I am thinking that this is what has to happen. For far too long, these men in Rome have dictated to women what we can and cannot do. It is not a matter of abortion, it is a matter of control.<br /><br />Control. Period.<br /><br />For the clergy in the Catholic Church to try to tell us that voting for Obama is something to be ashamed of is unconscionable. It cannot stand.<br /><br />One has to wonder at the contradiction provided here. Let's see... how many years of war, how many billions of dollars that could give the children of this country health care, an education that does more than prepare them for a life of "do you want fries with that?" or "How many grams did you need?" or "Where's my money, bitch?" How many kickbacks to corporations, how many cries of "we have to deregulate!" or "we need smaller government!" <br /><br />How's that working out for you?<br /><br />America spoke on November 4th. <br /><br />It's time the Catholic Church to understand that sometimes, the best person for the job may not be the one who tells you what you want to hear.<br /><br />I've lost something this week that will never be recovered.jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01975960246418403266noreply@blogger.com0